Title: Love Runs Deeper: Chapter Twenty-five, A New Life
Rating: NC-17 [language, sex, drugs]

Summary:  Waking up next to his naked girlfriend is not an easy thing to do.  But neither is telling her they have to leave San Francisco.





Waking up next to a nude Lily, Lindsey carefully moved his hips away from her.  Grateful she had not woken to his tented boxers pressing against her naked ass while he spooned her, he tried to will his erection away.  Every thought he tried to turn his mind to was chased away by memories of her soft, supple body pressed against his.  He completely understood why she was not ready for sex, but… he had not been without sex for such a long period in a very long time.  Even when he and Stevie were fighting on the tour, he had found… others to satiate that need.  His dalliance with Stevie a couple of weeks prior had helped some, but made it worse in other ways.  Now that Lily was beginning to open up to him sexually…

Groaning, Lindsey’s hand slipped under the waistband of his boxers.  His fingers quickly circled his erection, stroking gently towards the tip.  Another soft moan left his lips as his fingertips were quickly covered with the precum leaking from the tip of his erection.

Before he was able to actually start masturbating, Lily rolled over and cuddled against his chest.  He completely froze, cock in his hand.  Biting his bottom lip, he tried to not think about the perfect breasts pressed against his arm.  He struggled to not focus on the sensation of her nipples hardening as her soft breaths caused them to rub against the hair on his arm.

He was absolutely certain his arousal was about to edge pass the pleasure threshold into the painful threshold.  He needed release and he needed it soon.  Yet there was nothing he could do as long as she laid against his arm.  He supposed he could stroke his cock with his other hand, but that would feel weird and quite probably still wake her up.  He was fucked — and not literally.

A soft groan slipped out pass his lips.

“Linds?” Lily breathed. “Are you awake?”

He groaned louder, “Yeah…”

Her leg slipped over and between his as she pushed up to kiss his mouth softly.  That action alone made her thigh bump into the hand holding his erection.  If she noticed, she did not react, but instead kept her kisses soft and teasingly sweet.  She shifted slightly on top of him, her nipples rubbing across his arm and bare chest.  Unable to resist, Lindsey quickly pulled his hand out of his boxers and embraced her fully, centering her body over his.  He pulled her down into a deep kiss, certain his arousal was unmistakable.

Rather than pull away as his erection pressed against her bare sex, Lily parted her legs, dropping them down on either side of him.  Her actions pressed her closer to him, making Lindsey moan and kiss her once more.  His hands caressed down her spine before settling on her buttcheeks.  As he squeezed her soft flesh, his hips instinctively arched upwards.  His lips kissed down her throat, freeing up her lips for moans and sighs from his touches.  The back of his mind warned him that this was too good to be true, that at any moment she could suddenly pull away from him and—

“Lindsey,” she moaned, grinding slightly against him.

His hips twitched, trying to push his boxer-covered erection slightly into her.  She did not protest, but rather moaned again.  His hands left her cheeks, caressing towards her hips.  Digging in ever so slightly, he lifted her up and away from his shorts.  Both looked down, noticing the dark, wet stain where the tip of his penis met the soft cotton, surrounded by a lighter, damp halo from Lily’s own arousal.

Her eyes went to his, “Lindsey, can I…”

Not entirely sure what she was asking, but very certain of the answer, Lindsey nodded slightly.  His breath caught as she slipped to his side, sitting cross-legged and facing him.  While her attention was on his tented boxers, Lindsey’s blue eyes focused on her very exposed sex.  Even in the dim light of the hotel room, he could see her sexual honey glistening on her petals.  His mouth, fingers, and cock ached to touch her, but he somehow restrained himself.

The light of the room apparently was not enough for Lily.  With a frustrated sigh, she quickly climbed out of bed and headed towards the windows.  Intrigued but not about to speak and break the spell, Lindsey remained where he was, watching her movements.  She stopped in front of the windows and pulled open the heavy drapes, leaving the sheer drapes pulled across the windows.  Had he not already been fully erect, staring at his beautiful, nude girlfriend silhouetted by hazy morning — or was it afternoon? — light certainly would have done the trick.

Keeping silent and motionless was a struggle as she returned to the bed.  His eyes locked with hers once she stopped, though he really wanted to look over her nakedness illuminated by the soft light.  His breath caught as she leaned forward slightly, slipping her fingers under the waistband of his boxer shorts.  He dared not break eye contact as he carefully arched his hips off the bed, allowing her to tug his underwear down.

Dropping his boxers on the floor beside the bed, Lily maintained eye contact as she climbed onto the bed next to him.  His held breath left his lungs in a low moan as she leaned down and kissed the center of his chest.  With her lips remaining pressed to his skin, Lily carefully straddled his legs, sitting down just above his knees.  He groaned again, feeling her hot moisture kiss his skin.

“Lily,” he uttered, drawing her eyes back to his before she could glance down, “are you… certain?”

Not responding verbally, her hand caressed down his belly, ever so slowly inching towards his oozing cock.  Her fingertips danced and swirled in the scant line of hair leading downward from his bellybutton.  She fleetingly touched the top of the base of his cock, making it instantly twitch and throb.  Lindsey moaned and looked down, his breath catching as he watched her fingers circle but not touch his erection.

Her golden eyes looked up into his before she quickly kissed him and sat back on his legs.  Lindsey focused his gaze on her face as she looked down for the first time.  Her eyes widened and a short gasp passed her lips before she seductively licked them.  Slowly her hand closed around his cock, her soft, warm flesh finally coming in contact with his.  Lindsey moaned and his body jerked.  His eyes squeezed shut and he focused all of his willpower on not ejaculating instantly now that she held him in her hand.

“Lindsey?” she whispered, her hand remaining still but holding him snugly.

“Yesssssss?” he hissed, still keeping his eyes closed.

“You’re so… you’re so big.  How would this ever fit in me?”

Lindsey groaned, instinctively thrusting upwards in her hand slightly, “Baaaaby.”

Not entirely sure what to do, Lily remained as she was, merely holding his erection in her hand.  Her eyes remained focused on his face, looking for some sign as to what she should do.  His eyes opened and looked down at her.  His gaze flicked from her expectant face down to her exposed and glistening sex to her soft hand holding his cock.  Just looking at his sexy girlfriend made his cock twitch and ooze more precum.  A tiny voice in the back of his head pointed out that she was not stroking him because she did not know that she should be.  With a half-smile, his hand covered hers, squeezing ever so slightly.

Her lips parted again and her eyes dropped down to erection.  She watched with intense interest as he guided her hand up and down his shaft.  He squeezed a bit more when they reached the tip before relaxing and pushing her hand back down.  They only managed four strokes before he knew he could not contain his orgasm any more.  Lily had found the rhythm though and continued slowly pumping him as his hand fell away.

Gripping the sheets with both of his hands, Lindsey groaned and slightly pushed up from the bed.  His cock swelled and sputtered semen as Lily’s hand reached the crown.  She gasped and kept her fingers wrapped round his tip as his cum shot out, coating her hand and his belly with white stickiness.  Once his orgasm finished, Lily released her soft grip of his cock.  Quickly softening, it flopped onto his stomach, another little dribble of cum leaving his tip.

His eyes widened and she lifted her fingertips to her lips.  He quickly sat up, his hand slapping around her wrist, restraining her from her intentions.  Her eyes remained locked with his, filled with confusion.

“But, Lindsey, I thought…”

“No,” he shook his head and reached for a tissue with his free hand.

Lily watched as he cleaned her hand and then himself.  It confused her completely, but she did not fight him.  Once he discarded the used tissue, he turned his attention back to her.  His arms wrapped around her, pulling her in close.  His mouth quickly devoured hers in passion as her breasts flattened against his chest.  Even though he did not wish it, his body once more reacted to her nudity pressed against him.  Luckily his recent orgasm tempered his return to complete rigidity, but Lily did notice him thicken against her hip.

Carefully pushing her to lie back on the bed, Lindsey showered kissed over her face before skipping down to squeeze and suck on her erect nipples.  He laid to her side, his half-erect cock resting on her hip as he continued to play and suck on her breasts.  Slowly, his fingers began to trace circles down her abdomen.  He drew a heart around her belly button, making her giggle breathily.  Lindsey smiled before nibbling on her nipple as his hand dipped lower.

She moaned and parted her legs fully as his talented fingers slipped through her blonde curls to find her dewy sex.  Her knees came up slightly, giving him full access to her body.  Groaning, Lindsey glanced down from her breasts as his two fingers caressed her petals.  He quickly found her clitoris and began to caress circles around it, feeling it swell and press slightly out of her fleshy hood.  Unable to resist, he quickly slid down her body, slipped between her legs, and captured her clitoris with his lips.  Lily moaned loudly and arched her hips up towards his face.  He smiled and continued to suck gently.  Soon his chin was coated with her juices.

Grinning, he leaned up from his sensual sucking to look into her eyes.  He wiped his chin with the back of his hand before allowing his fingers to start to wander over her sex again.  Her legs twitched slightly as he stroked just the tip of his fingers between her petals, but he did not stop.  Ever so slightly he pressed his fingers a bit deeper, but kept rubbing them up and down.

“Lindsey,” she moaned loudly, “kiss me.”

With a smirk but leaving his fingers stroking her, Lindsey leaned up and acquiesced.  A part of him wondered if she tasted her sweetness in the kiss, but a greater part of him was focused on the fact his actions practically lined up his cock to press into her.  It was taking all of his willpower to not plow into her in that moment.

“Lindsey…” she breathed between moans.

“Yes, baby?” he quickly kissed her.

“I want… I want…”

His eyes locked with hers, “What do you want?”

“You,” she whispered.

He gasped, “Are you sure?”

“Yesss…”

Slowly, he pulled his fingers out of her wetness.  Without even pause, he sucked her juices from his fingers before reaching down for his once-again fully erect cock.  Knowing she was sexually inexperienced, or the few experiences had been horrible ones, he tried to keep his cool.  He wanted her to love sex, especially with him.  This definitely meant Lindsey was on a mission to bring her pleasure first and foremost.

Holding onto his shaft, Lindsey rubbed his tip up and down her wet slit as he had been with his fingers. Lily groaned, wiggling her hips in an attempt to pull him into her.  Because of his previous orgasm, Lindsey was able to maintain control and kept rubbing his cock against her oozing slit.  Tracing around her clitoris with the tip of his cock, he groaned as her body twitched and shuddered.  Knowing she was in the throes of an orgasm, Lindsey slowly traced his cock down to her entrance.  He barely pressed his tip against her when his own orgasm suddenly shot down his body.  His white semen quickly glazed the entrance of her sex and he slumped forward, not caring to finish pushing into her.

His lips kissed hers, before he settled into laying half on her, “Lil?”

“Lindsey?” she breathed softly.

“I’m sorry,” he quickly muttered. “Next time, I’ll…”

She turned her face and kissed his forehead gently, “Whatever it is we just did was amazing.  You don’t need to apologize, Lindsey.  At all.”

“But—”

“Don’t apologize.  Just kiss me.”



Half-leaning out the window, Lindsey slowly smoked a joint.  While he did regret that he was unable to complete their lovemaking session, he did think it was a vast improvement over all of their previous sexual play.  Not once had Lily frozen in fear.  In fact, she had started everything if he thought about it.  Oh and thinking about it made his cock twitch.

Taking a deep drag off the joint, he tried to once more quiet his body.  He knew their time would come and it would be perfect.  He would see to it.  She deserved the world.  And he was going to be the one to give it to her, all of it.

“Linds?” she muttered a moment before kissing his temple. “What are you thinking about?”

He quickly stubbed out his joint before kissing her, “You, of course.”

“And what were you thinking?” she smiled, draping her arms over his shoulders.

“That,” Lindsey kissed her quickly, “I’m going to ravage you properly and perfectly.”

“Is that a threat?” she teased.

He kissed her again, “A promise.”

“Oh?  And when is this ravaging going to take place?”

He winked, “Soon.”

“Tonight?”

Lindsey stared at her silently for a moment, “Lil, what has you all wor—”

The phone ringing interrupted his question.  Carefully extracting himself from her embrace, he headed over to the phone and picked it up.  Lily ignored his half of the conversation and leaned out the window herself.  Glancing around at their view, she was glad they were still in the Bay area.  She just felt more at ease there, like she could open up fully to Lindsey without the judging eyes of the others in his life.  It just seemed… like everything was perfect.

His hand on her lower back drew her attention away from the view.  Smiling, Lily turned to face him, her arms happily slipping over his shoulders.  He quickly kissed her, though his smile did not quite reach his eyes.  Lily instantly frowned in concern.

“What is it, Linds?”

“I know I said… we could stay here until the concert but…”

“But what?”

“That was Mick.  I need to get back to L.A.”

Her face fell, “Why?”

“We have to go to a meeting with the label about this new album.  And… we have to rehearse for this little tour.  I’m sorry, Lil,” he stated.

“When… when do we have to leave?”

His lips brushed hers, “The meeting with the label is… tomorrow.”

“Oh.”

“We can leave after dinner and I’ll just drive all night,” he offered.

Lily shook her head, “No.  We should leave as soon as we’re ready.”

He nodded slightly, “If that’s what you think…”

“Where are we going to stay, Linds?”

His lips touched her forehead, “Let me worry about that, Lil.  Let’s just get packed up and check out.”

“Okay.  I trust you,” she flashed him a quick smile. “Oh and Lindsey?”

“Yes?”

Lily quickly kissed him, “I love you.”



As the vestiges of the only city she had known all of her life began to fade away, Lily felt an odd mixture of emotions washing over her.  She was terrified to leave the only thing that she knew, but she also trusted when Lindsey remarked that nothing good had come from the Bay Area for her.  She trusted him more than she had trusted anyone ever before.  That alone was a bit scary, but she knew in her heart, she had not risked herself.  He would protect her, take care of her, and love her.

That led directly into the next emotion: excitement to be embarking on a new life with Lindsey.  They would find a new home in the new city and fill it up with smiles and happiness and music.  Yesterday was gone; all they had was tomorrow.  She had absolutely no reason to look back.  With Lindsey, everything was going to get better and better.

Without any outward impetus, Lily quickly leaned across the car and kissed Lindsey’s cheek.  His eyes widened and he smiled, looking over at her.  Their eyes met briefly before he turned his gaze back to the road.

“What was that for?” he asked, still smiling.

“I was just thinking…”

“About?”

“You.”

He smirked, glancing at her again, “And what were you thinking?”

“That you’re going to make my life… beautiful.”

His large grin reappeared, “You finally believe that?”

“I do.”

Lindsey suddenly flicked on his turn signal and pulled off the highway.  Confused and concerned, Lily tried to ascertain his motives by the emotions on what she could see of his face.  He gave nothing away, remaining silent as he found some place off the road to stop.  Putting the car into park and turning it off, Lindsey climbed out and hurried around the car.  He pulled open her door and held out his hand.  She slipped her hand into his, allowing him to pull her out of the vehicle.

Once Lily was standing, Lindsey’s arms circled her, pulling her close, “I’ll show you how.”

“Linds…”

He leaned down and kissed her softly.  A smile curved her lips before she parted them, inviting him to deepen the kiss.  Instead, Lindsey pulled back and quickly showered small kisses all over her face.  Once his lips returned to hers, he kissed her deeply, pressing her as close to him as possible.

“This is the start of a brand new life, Lil.  And I’m going to make certain it’s a beautiful one.  How could it not be with you by my side?”

Her eyes sparkled, “I don’t know what I did to deserve you…”

He kissed her again, “You’re the one who blesses me.  I love you so much.”

“Shouldn’t we be…”

“Probably,” he stole another kiss. “But I couldn’t kiss you properly while driving.  Besides, we needed to celebrate.”

“Celebrate what?”

His lips brushed her again, “We’re now one hundred miles from where we met.”

Her golden eyes glanced around, “We are?”

He nodded, “We should be to LA by midnight.”

She looked up at the sky before meeting his eyes again, “I’m not afraid anymore, Lindsey.  Not as long as I have you.”